You are the bright light that shines up my dark life.iloveyou(:

Will blog soon enough,insyaAllah.

2011-03-23T03:13:00.000+08:00

~~YAY,THIS BLOG OF MINE IS SO DEAD.HAHAHA.SIGH.~~

Will be back after final exams ^^

2011-01-29T18:53:00.000+08:00

AM AWAY.

See ya.

May Peace Be Upon All

Words

2011-01-08T03:30:00.000+08:00

Never be .

Inevitable lonely nights that haunt your hearts .
You try running away from it ,
but you end up facing the last place where you began running from .
That moment when you'll try to close your eyes ,
open it back up and hope that you'll be just waking up from a common nightmare scare .
Eventually ,running away from it won't be the solution .
So ,
I guess being strong is the only choice left .
Being strong for everything's sake .
For your own self's sake .
Because in life ,if you can't be/stay strong ,
you'll drown to the bottom .
You'll fall easily just like an apple falling from a tree .
Yeah ,as easy as abc you'll fall down hard .
If things were to happen or is already happening ,let them be .
Don't regret or at least try not to feel sad because
hey ,its already fated to be happening .
Plus ,this isn't our life after all .
It's God's .

Anyway ,lets get back to reality .
Hmm ,
Common test results are alhamdulillah .
I'm pretty happy with my hardwork paying off .
Been keeping myself away from everything during school week .
Wanna do nothing else except study for now .
and I'll enjoy as much as they who'll be getting their O results this monday after MY final exams .
Anyway ,all the best for those taking back your results alright .
InsyaAllah your results will be fine ,dont worry ;)
and oh ,go in NP ok ?haha -.-
Hmm ,eating tiger biscuits in the middle of the night is a good thing afterall .
It tastes great !
I should do this often .Yummy ^^
I guess i should put myself to sleep soon now .
Tomorrow's gonna be another long day .
Goodnight :)

May Peace Be Upon All.

That meaning

2010-12-23T00:31:00.001+08:00

~~To remember the time we first introduced ourselves to each other .~~

~~We shook hands as our names were told to each other .~~

~~You've changed alot my friend .~~

~~Different isn't the suitable word to describe you now .~~

~~You were my friend last time I knew .~~

~~But now ,you're only my 'friend' .~~

~~Enjoyment ,popularity and those kind of stuffs changed you .~~

~~You're no longer whom I first knew .~~

~~Whom we first knew .~~

~~I tried what I could .~~

~~but still for now ,I've lost you .~~

~~I'm sorry .~~

May Peace Be Upon All

Lazy of myself

2010-12-21T02:17:00.000+08:00

I'm on holidays till the 3 of january 2011 right now .

I'm free and still ,

I've been so lazy to update my rusty blog .

I myself don't know why .

haha -.-

I've been quite addicted to watching anime episodes online ,

so ..I guess I'll be on my way to continue watching them now .

Will be updating my blog PROPERLY real soon alright .

haha ^^

Goodnight world .

May Peace Be Upon All

Hold in and carry on .

2010-12-06T00:33:00.002+08:00

Inspiring words

~~When you lose someone who was once close to you ,~~

~~let go .~~

~~Let them go and carry on with not a frown .~~

~~Because for some reason that we don't know ,~~

~~I certainly know that God has made that decision of seperating us .~~

~~I have my full faith on God .~~

~~Do you ?~~

~~If you do too ,~~

~~Then stop being sad and go pick that smile back up .~~

~~Continue living your life and be happy while you can <3~~

May Peace Be Upon All

Company

2010-12-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

Ever felt so lonely ?

Like you're left all alone on some unknown planet .

Well ,I have .

And I don't like it feeling it .

Stuck up

2010-11-27T11:13:00.000+08:00

I've been real busy .

But nvm ,

I'll be back as soon as possible .

And I'll update this rusty blog of mine by that time .

See Ya !

Oh God

Guide Us All

May Peace Be Upon All

Study Studying Studied

2010-10-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

School has already started and I'll be quite busy with studies(no more fooling around this semester) and soccer .

So yeap ,

Do excuse me if I seem to be away for the mean time .

But if there's anything ,don't hesitate to just beep me at my phone alright ?

Have fun in school everybody and yea ,see you guys around ,insyaAllah ~

Goodnight ! :D

Oh God ,

Guide Us All

May Peace Be Upon All

Not surprising life

2010-10-19T03:09:00.000+08:00

I am for who I am .

The way I talk ,

the way I don't admit to losing ,

the way I comment on certain things ,

thats all me .

I'm born to be me .

But please do excuse/forgive me if my actions do hurt .

I really am because I have no intentions of being bad .

At the end ,you shall decide .

Stay for the good side of me

Leave for what you hate in me .

Thanks :)

Oh God ,

Guide Us All

May Peace Be Upon All

Damn it

2010-10-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

Yea ,today is those days when my mood changes .

but insyaAllah I'll be fine .

Amin .

Well ,

Had friendly match with Tamp rovers U-18 the day before .

And we lost ,3-1 .

But nvm ,

as long as we can improve more as a team ,

we shall guys !

Never lose hope :D

Will be having training later in the evening at 5 .

Guess it'll be a tiring one because selections will be done after this week .

InsyaAllah I'll be chosen yeaaa ,I hope ^^

okay lah ,I've got things to do before sleeping .

heh .

Goodnight everybody ~

Oh God ,

Guide Us All

May Peace Be Upon All

Destiny

2010-10-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Time does bad things .

It changes people's lives .

Of course we can't change time

and of course we can't turn back time .

But nobody said that we can't change back the things that time has changed in our lives ?

Yes ,nobody said that .

So yea ,when time changes your lives ,

Do something and change back those things .

Remember ,

Nothing is impossible~

Oh God ,

Guide Us All

May peace be upon all

Happy Birthday Zky

2010-10-06T01:05:00.002+08:00

I don't need any long messages for you .

I don't need meaningful words to tell you how much you mean to me .

Wanna know why ?

Basically because all those things are of no use .

No use in explaning what my heart has to say about you .

Okay listen here .

You've been wonderful ,friend .

Really really great .

Me saying the word ,'Really' for even a thousand times before the word 'great' still wont show or tell .

And I can never say or do anything that will be able to show what or how I feel .

How I feel to have a friend like you .

To be friends with you throughout the innocent years .

To be able to share my problems with you .

Reminiscing how you were there when I was at my shits-titude

and

how you cared to sacrifising your time helping me whenever I needed help .

I just wish I could do something special for you ,

but I just don't know how/what to .

And yes ,I just thought of saying a big THANK YOU to you ,

but I guess that won't help either ?Right zky ? ;p

So ,I'll just say this .

I'll always be there for you .I won't promise ,but please put your trust on me that I will .

InsyaAllah ,as long as this boy here continues breathing ,I will alright .

After all this ,I still feel this ain't enough .

But i hope it does the least in making you smile yea ?

Even abit ,I hope .

Well my friend ,

A Very Happy Birthday Dear Zakiyah <3

Never lose hope

2010-10-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

Its amazing how a one word ,'LIFE' can mean alot to us .

That shows how wonderful God has created this world for us .

We all know how harsh life can be ,

But still ,

Whenever life kicks you real hard to the ground ,

Look up and turn to Him .

Because everything always happens for one simple reason .

SubhanAllah <3

Goodnight .

~~I have freakin alot to say ,~~

~~but my heart doesn't .~~

Oh God ,

Guide Us All

May peace be upon all

Just maybe

2010-10-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

9 O'clock will be the time the results are released .

I'm so scared ,

I sweaaaarrr .=/

Anw ,

Good luck to my fellow NP mates for your results later .

No matter what the outcomes are ,

Get back up and go for gear one and not the reverse gear :)

And gosh ,ne-yo's song one in a million is so a bloody goood song !

It's now stuck in my head ,tsk .

Well ,

Good night ~

Oh God ,

Guide us all

May peace be upon all

Operating Mind

2010-09-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Azee's open house just now with lovely KH peeps <3
Thanks for the day guys again eventhough it was only for 2 houses today ,heh ;)
Am doing nothing right now and I'm feeling so freaking bored .
I'll be watching Champion's league later on but I'm on a dilemma on which match I should watch since Man Utd's match is tomorrow .
Hmm ,Real Madrid ,Chelsea or Arsenal's match ?
Real Madrid I guess since Ronaldo's there . :D
I dont know what I should be doing right now .
I feel like both watching cartoon on youtube and making a new song .
Dilemma oh Dilemma -.-
And oh ,I've just created a twitter account recently .
But I'm already "okayokay" used to the features ,so just take it as if i've longed used a twitter alright peeps ?x)

Okay results for the first semester will be coming out in 1st of Oct .
I'm so not ready for it .
I'm a lil afraid that I might not be satisfied with my results .
But ohwell ,I guess I should not feel sad or anything as I've nothing to regret since my results will only show how hard I've been studying for the first semester .
So ,if my results aren't the "thumbs up" kind of results ,
I guess I'll just have to work really hard the next semester ^^
I'll be going now .
Gotta think of what to do before the matches starts ,heh .
GOODNIGHT WORLD :)

~~Little things that disrupts the mind ,~~

~~That I don't like appreciate .~~

~~Things that I don't ask for ,to be happening ,~~

~~That I'm not surprised of .~~

~~I'm wierd~~ .

Oh God ,

Guide Us All .

May peace be upon all

Joke

2010-09-24T03:48:00.000+08:00

You wanna know whats funny ?

You once said ,"I love you baby (:" every single night .

But now ,

You don't even care to say ,"How have you been ?" to me .

Now thats one funny joke .

Lets laugh people .

HAHA

*sighs*

Oh God ,

Guide us all

May peace be upon all

Raya with NP peepz

2010-09-22T05:08:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME DAY GUYS :D

GGMU

2010-09-19T23:50:00.003+08:00

Get that in your heads other club supporters ! :D

This mind thinks alot .

It practically thinks more than it does ,on those lonely nights .

Well ,

maybe we just have to open our eyes ,our hearts and minds .

Let the truth take us by surprise .

Let it take us in the best way

and may it guide us every single day .

Upon going through all that ,

we face the biggest miracle of life in everyway ,

every single day .

Oh God ,

guide us all

May peace be upon all

For the rest of my life

2010-09-17T00:20:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya ^^

Damn it ,I serious have nothing in mind to say .

How much more of a boring person can I be ?MasyaAllah -.-

Am enjoying my Holidays right now .

Wohooooo .

Holidays has been since 14 or 15 of August ?and is till 25 oct ?Hahahahaa .

Im sure anybody who gets this kind of holidays would enjoy it right ^^

Ape lagi orang kateee .Muahaha :D

And oh ,i effing just made a new ezlink card that I lost a week ago .

Losing a new ezlink card ,I feel so pathetic .

Mind that I just got it the since the beginning of Poly .tsk .

Raya has been great as usual .

But some unfilled spaces in the pictures just makes me abit sad and disappointed .

But still ,life has to go on right ?Yes baybeeh ^^

So I had soccer training today ,

annddd it was quite tiring .

One of those damn tiring trainings =X

and one reason why I feel extra tired is maybe because I played street soccer yesterday .haha .

Hmm ,

I'm blank-ed out now .

I swear .

Hahaha .

I guess I should end it here before I start typing crap-ier things .heh x)

Goodnight people !

Oh God,

Guide Us all .

May peace be upon all

Selamat Hari Rayaaaa !

2010-09-09T18:35:00.004+08:00

Time for tears to escape from thy eyes of humans beings .

Time for us to be sorry .

Ever sorry than before for the past wrongs done .

Not only to our lovely parents that mean the world to us ,but too to the people around us .

Our cousins ,our friends and our neighbours .

After a whole month of fasting ,a whole month of testing ourselves ,

this is our moment to celebrate .

Wishing a "Selamat Hari Raya" to anyone you know ain't special

but

wishing it with sincere and honesty ,

makes it effing special .

It makes the day much much more pleasnt in a unique way that we can't explain .

Well ,I simply just can't wait for tomorrow .

I swear I'll enjoy and love it .

Before I go ,I would wanna take this opportunity to say something .

I would like to wish everybody a Happy Selamat Hari Raye Aidilfitri ,Maaf Zahir Dan Batin .

Ever in my moments being with you guys ,if I were to have done anything harsh ,wrong or anything stupid that migh have hurt or even scratched your hearts a lil bit ,forgive me from the bottom of your hearts yea ?I'm sorry .

Once again ,Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri ,Maaf Zahir Dan Batin to all .

JOM RAYAAAAAAA ! :D

One chance .

2010-09-05T01:48:00.002+08:00

Define whats life ,

Well ,I can't .

Can you ?

I doubt so .

Goodnight .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Don't leave ,Ramadhan .

2010-08-30T23:35:00.004+08:00

2 paper exams are coming towards me .

And also is Raya !wohooooo .

Ramadhan's leaving and Hari Raya will be replacing it .

I'll miss you ,Ramadhan .

I'll miss this holy month that will be passing by in awhile .

Well ,I really have nothing to say at the very moment .

And I guess i should be going back studying for my exams in awhilee .

Takecare Blog .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Till the end

2010-08-23T02:01:00.003+08:00

Ever felt so leftout ?

I have .

It amazes how human beings can be so cruel to leave out others ,all effing alone .

Well ,thats why they say humans aren't perfect are guess .

It sucks to be human ,at times I can say .

Because we're weak ,and certain things may hurt us easily in a bloody bad way .

But oh well ,since we're already humans ,

Why don't we just bear with it .

Bear with it,be strong and live with that fucking pain throughout your whole life .

Be that pain instead ,and you'll never be suffering .

L

2010-08-21T02:52:00.005+08:00

Can I not ask for your phone number and catch your heart ?
Just by looking you in the eyes ,I wish I could .

Can I not say how pretty or sexy you are on your facebook pictures and get your attention ?

Bringing you up whenever you're down ,I hope I can .

Can I show you how much i care by not holding your hand because I would want to hug you all the time and not let go ?

I dream everyday to be able to make that happen .

Though in life ,dreaming won't change things .

Can I sacrifise by writing you songs of my creations and not buy you happiness with money ?

I wish those lyrics would buy that happiness instead .

Lastly ,

Can my pure intentions not be blinded by these to be said ,'sweet words" written for you ?

I hope it outshines these words .

I really do .

Goodnight .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

HBBF

2010-08-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

After 100+ people wishing me one fb on my birthday ,

I shall now wish myself a Happy belated 17th Birthday :D

From messages to fb comments ,phonecalls to wishes from Home .

Thank you every single soul who has taken their own precious time to wish me earlier today .

I appreciate it so much people ,I LOVE YOU ALL

I've never asked for more happiness on this very date .

And mostly ,

I loved 190810 so much .

Thanks for making it happen people .

Alhamdulillah .

Goodnight Earth .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Hello

2010-08-18T01:02:00.003+08:00

Gosh ,

Have a look at that picture .

Beautiful ain't it ?Damn .

Oh hell yea ,Life's beautiful .

Erm ,I just wanna take this opportunity to wish my cousin a very Happy Birthday !

I forgot whats her age but ohwell ,the thoughts count the most ain't it ?

A very happy birthday to you Kak Linda ,

May you have a much brighter future in your life .

May Allah always shower you with His love ,

Always .

Be happy and enjoy this day dear sister .

Takecare *heartshape*

Today was a better day compared to the previous days .

Wanna know why ?

It was because I was abit discipline today .haha -.-

I studied ,exercised and tadaah ,thats all .

Hahaha .

Well ,better than the previous days luh .

I did nothing and just surfed the net all day .

Considered an improvement for me :D ,haha .

Hmm ,

I have with me a blank mind/brain right now .

I have nothing else in mind right now except ,

of having the thought of going to Geylang Bazaar !

I want to break my fast there one day .

Hopefully during the sec school peeps outing maybe ,insyaAllah :)

Okay I'm bored right now .

Currently watching the yog highlights .

Dang ,Singapore have just achieved their 2nd medal in their YOG medal tally .

Both from taekwandos .

How little -.-

But ohwell ,

JIA YO SINGAPOREE !

haha ^^

I shall go now .

Gonna sleep and rest awhile before sahur-ing later on .

My head's hurting already ,dang .

Goodnight people

Love you Earth

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Saved Data-s

2010-08-15T01:44:00.009+08:00

Memories are the best .

They are the best because they keep you accompany when you're all alone .

They let you see through the past .

It'll be just like a walk by through your whole life .

Don't matter whether its a sad or cheerful past .

The past is always your past ,you can't change it .

Everything happens for a reason don't you think ?

Yes ,it really does .

Memories are also best at making you miss things .

Experts when it comes to that I may say .

Because when I'm all alone ,memories of the past make me miss my past at times .

My past love and how wonderful they were when they were wonderful .

I miss love .

Oh hell yes ,

I miss how love makes one care too much for that person that you'll even sacrifise happiness for her/him .

To be able to kiss her on the forehead and secure my place in her heart again and again ,every single day.

Feeling afraid that she might just let go at anytime and run away ,

I always held her hand tight with mine .

She didn't mind me doing that ,because she felt the same too .

Loving each other so much ,

that letting our precious tears in our eyes go weren't any big deal back then .

But sadly ,

there weren't any happy endings meant for us at the end .

Time went by and things happened .

Our hopes and dreams ,were shattered .

But hey ,

I said that everything happens for a reason didn't I ?

And yes ,those hurtful moments at least taught us or at least me some good things that I should know .

And I'm very much grateful for that .

So people ,in life ,never regret for any incidents that had happened or is happening .

Because at the end ,

it was and it is still your Life .

Goodnight living souls,

(;

4 more days ,

Gosh ,how fast time is going by me .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Closer

2010-08-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

Hello Fasting Month .

Selamat datang bulan Ramadhan ^^

And oh ,Happy fasting to all Muslims in this world !

May this special month be as special as the previous fasting months ,InsyaAllah .

AND AND ,I've been lazy to do a proper update .

So sorry if this bores any of you eh .Hahaha .

Will do a proper one soon okay .

Paisey very the much :D

Goodnight baby !

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

H to the O

2010-08-07T23:52:00.001+08:00

HELLO HOLIDAYSS !

I'VE OH SO MISSED YOU SO MUCH .
DO YOU FEEL THE SAME FOR ME TOO ?
I HOPE SOO . :(

MUAHAHAHA .

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S BAYBEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

The story

2010-08-04T00:28:00.002+08:00

Once upon a moment of time ,

There was a couple .

They once said they Loved each other .

That they need each other till whenever .

Missing one another even for a split second without seeing each other .

Told one another how important they were to their lives .

Thay said "forever" without even knowing the true meaning of love or even the meaning of "forever" .

Fought like most couples did for some of the days .

Would go back to normal in a few days time .

Thats how their relationship was for the a year or so being together .

One day ,the boy asked her for a break up.

It was not because of love ,

it was because ,he realised that everything was in a mess .

Things were not like how they used to be when love first gloomed .

Whom he knew was not that girl anymore .

She changed in ways that the boy barely knew who she was .

So by breaking up ,

He'd hoped that time will slowly make her realise .

To realise how 'out of the world' their love was last time ,

How she needed him the most at the beginning .

One day ,

The boy then got to know that she's happily living her life going studying with another boy and that sort of things .

Through reading her blog ,he got to know .

Now ,he's living his life putting up a strong face ,

while deep inside and behind people ,

He would say this to his close friends,

"I just can't move on."

-Faiz

16

2010-08-03T02:22:00.003+08:00

GOODNIGHT WORLD :)

16 days left

And I'm wondering ..

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

BYE MONDAAAYYY

2010-08-02T01:49:00.002+08:00

MONDAY ,PLEASE GO BY QUICKLY .
THANK YOU VERY MUCH :D

May God forgive me for all my sins
&
May peace be upon you all

YES AH

2010-07-30T00:51:00.003+08:00

The day after tomorrow ,

it'll be one week of school left and I'll be njwiphenlbnelahgn !hahahaha .

Yesssah ,it'll be fasting month and holidayyyysss and then RAYAAAAA !Muahahaha

And oh ,there will also be two days of exam on the starting of sept.

After that ,holiday somemoree !

I LOIKE THIS COMING MONTHS VERY MUCHHH :D

Goodnight Arseholes ^^

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

You are

2010-07-27T18:54:00.002+08:00

Ever felt like you're living alone in this world ?

Don't worry ,you have me my friend .

Feel like people aren't treating you like how they've had treated you in the past ?

Don't worry ,you have me my friend .

Been feeling like you're an alien among those humans ?

Don't worry ,you have me my friend .

Live your life happily and I'll even allow you to forget me when you're doing fine in your life .

But if ever there comes a time where you need somebody to be your side and you have none ,

Come find me .

Bcus I'll be there ,

Till whenever .

As long as there's a smile in your face ,

It'll be like my reflection on a mirror seeing my own smile .

Lastly ,

You're my Friend aren't you ? :)

TOMORROW !

2010-07-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL WILL START AT 9 AND END AT 11 TOMORROW .

WOHOOOOO :D

AND WHEN I REACH HOME ,I'M SO GONNA SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP !

GOOOOOODNIGHHHHT PEEEEPOOOOOS !

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

F it

2010-07-23T01:07:00.004+08:00

I feel weak ,useless and lonely tonight .

Yes lonely .why ?Haven't you ever felt effing lonely before ?If no ,then F off .
These peaceful nights just make me think alot .
I've been very lazy and stupid these past few days .
I hate it when I do things wrong .
I hate it when I feel like there's still something hanging on my life and it makes me feel disturbed .
Argh .
For just this once ,

fcuk time ,

fcuk life

fcuk it all .

Each one of them once told me,"I'll be there for you too ,alright ?"

They effing lied .

Till now ,

no signs of them .

Neither their shadows nor their breaths I can see or hear

Sigh .

3 weeekies .

2010-07-20T00:29:00.003+08:00

ACA :)

Probably around 3 more weeks of school left !
WOHOOOOO .
I LOIKKEE VERY THE MUCHIIEEEE :DDD
And oh ,sorry but I'll be abit busy and lazy to update my blog that often ^^
GOOODNIGHTTT SUCKAAAS ~
:)

May God forgive me for all my sins
&

May peace be upon you all

Sick

2010-07-12T16:32:00.004+08:00

I feel like I'm going to fall sick soon enough in school .Or I may already be sick -.-
Headaches and flu already attacking my head right now .sigh .
I wanna go Home now but too bad ,school ends at 5 .Bohooo :(

NINA BONITA

2010-07-12T01:42:00.009+08:00

This past ,was great

WC Finals will start soon enough later .
I hope Spain wins . *crosses fingers* haha ^^

I just finished revising maths .
I'm so tired and kinda sleepy .
But neh, I'll sacrifise tonight's sleep just for WC FINALS :D
Just Today laah ,hehe .
Aye then,

I wanna take a snappy rest before WC starts .
WOHOOOO !
LETS GOO ESPANYOL.

Goodnight Fellas! :)

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

The past beats the future .

2010-07-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS AT 1 TOMORROW .WOHOOOO ,I LOIKEEE BAYBEH ! :D

Hi ^^

2010-07-04T22:04:00.004+08:00

I have nothing to say except that tomorrow's already Monday .Gosh ,this is terrible .

Time is going by so so fast ,sigh .

I've yet to finish up my Eg1 tutorials for tomorrow .Why didn't I just do it yesterday ,ish -.-

I hope this weeks gets better and better as the month of august approaches .

There will be holidays ,fasting month and also a day&date that I have/will always be waiting for every single year ^^

And I can't forget that final exams are gonna be much much closer . :S

Okay then .

I wanna go eat .

After that go do tutorials .

After that ,sleep .

Goodnight people :D

Probably around 2 hours more,

Happy 15th birthday in advance little brother ,

I love you as always .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Hello school

2010-06-27T22:03:00.002+08:00

School begins tomorrow .

Stress will overtake our minds soon enough .

Time will be packed with tutorials ,projects and cca .

Fasting month,Final exams & Hari Raya will be much nearer since this hols are over in a few hours time .

Wohoooo ^^ ,I so can't wait for the hols after & before Final exams .

Hahahahaha ,the current hols are just about to end and I'm already looking forward for the next hols .

How pathetic can i be ? x)

Okay lah ,Happy schooling dear boys and girls !

But still ,must remember to watch world cup ah ! GO ENGLAND AND ARGENTINA :D:D

BYEEEEEEEE .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

DIED

2010-06-26T13:16:00.002+08:00

Gosh ,I'm so bored right now .

Nobody's at home and I'm all alone with nothing to do .

Who has plans ?I dont know where to go or what to do :S

Well ,its saturday already and school starts on monday .What a bummer I should say but at the mean time ,I can't wait to get my results back .

I hope I do good in maths , ^^ .InsyaAllah .

okay ,I guess I'll be off now .

I wanna go watch movies on my laptop or either play ps3 .

haha .

and and ,who wants to go study today ?

who wants to ,ajak me okay ? :D

Farewell good people .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Happy Fathers day

2010-06-21T00:16:00.004+08:00

A week of holiday has just past me by .

It came meeting me and left without any words left behind .

I've not been studying during my holidays and I should be .

It makes me feel worried that I'll be slacking in any of my modules when school starts in a week's time. =/

So I've made my mind for me to start revising from tomorrow onwards . ^^

Other than school ,world cup has started and yes as usual ,people will be dying to watch the exciting matches.

But sadly ,I think that this year's world cup is such a bore to our eyes .

Even great teams like Italy ,England ,Brazil and Spain are not playing up to expectations .

Kalau gini ,puas hati tgk S-league sia -.- .

So yeaah ,world cup for this year will not be that exciting compared to the previous world cups where for example how Brazil's teamplay were great to watch and how the teams were much much stronger .

But ohwell ,we'll just have to see then who'll stand out strong and be this year's World Cup Champion (:

I have alot of things in my mind.

About school ,where to watch Brazil's match later on and etc .

I'm tired,so I guess I'll end off here .

To have your presence again in our house ,I wish so badly

Hoping to rewind back time when you were there laughing together with us

But sadly,there's no such thing as time travelling in this world

To be given the opportunity for me to call my family once more

a one big happy family .I wish my lips could but I can't

Reality prevents me from saying that we are

Well ,I wouldn't wanna walk backwards in life

Or else ,I'll fall

So thats why I'm walking forward and never ever gonna be turning back .InsyaAllah

I'm sorry that I didn't call or msg you today

I just miss you too much

Happy Father's Day ,Dad

May peace be upon you ,

May god forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

I want my damn past back

2010-06-15T04:27:00.004+08:00

~How beautiful~

Everything's changed and now different in many ways.

Things have changed till at certain times,I feel so out of place in life,more of a peculiar feeling.

I feel like as if I'm all alone living this world and there I'll be standing singing,"Lonely,I'm Mr Lonely" hah -.-

But just maybe all these changes are only to me seen in a negative manner.

So,I hope and pray that all these changes are for the better.

And InsyaAllah I'll be able to look at them in a more better view.

And sometimes I wonder why all of a sudden I feel this way.Damn it,I hate it when this feeling intrudes my mind.haiyaa.

What to do ,what to do .

Alright then,Italy's match is over.

I'm heading over to my sleeping palace.

Goodnight haters & likers :D

P/s to Khaty & Zakiyah:Khaty ,ill update whenever I cn k ?kadang2 malas laah ,hahaha .and zakiyah ,will try to do that soon enough k ?busy lepak ah these few days x)

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

HOLI MOLI DAY

2010-06-10T01:26:00.002+08:00

Holidays are here and I really need to spend it well.And I mean really well.

If not ,it'll pass me by like nothing and I never ever want that to happen.

Common tests are over and I hope I get good marks for all,InsyaAllah~

To those who are having their hols right now ,Happy Hols alright !Now I'll be enjoying this holiday together with you all .weeeehooooo ^^

GOODNIGHT~

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Common tests

2010-06-07T02:00:00.003+08:00

When everything's going far away from me ,

I let them past me by .I watch from a distance and let them go.

But when shadows appear ,I look closely and its me floating away,

I'll catch myself and say ,"Hey ,where the hell do you think you're going?You belong to me ,you're my life."

May you lose your close ones,may you lose love,may you lose most of the things in life but,but never lose yourself.

Never forget who you really are no matter what the situation calls for.

May God be with you

2010-05-31T01:22:00.003+08:00

All the best to those having their O level MT later on.

& also to those having their term exams,

Do your best aye ;)

As long as this body keeps on breathing in and out air ,I'll still be there~

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

WEEEHOOO

2010-05-29T15:07:00.002+08:00

Common tests are around the corner.

And I'm not ready yet.

So far,I've been able to cope with all the modules.

Have been passing my tests.

and thats a good sign for me as it shows that I'm on schedule. ^^

I really hope that I can survive this common test because I get really afraid of tests/exams sia :S

but nvm ,insyaAllah I'll pull it off :)

and to all who their exams are nearing,study hard and do well for your exams aye!Malaysia bole punya ! ahahaha ! :D

Okay ,I wann study today but I don't have anybody to study withh.

hmm,guess I'll be getting back to my Os routine uh,studying alone till morning alone at Macdonalds =D=D

Anybody wanna join ?if yea ,just beep meh !

Chiowsinchi~

And oh,She's gone.

I can't live without her love ...

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

STUDIES

2010-05-23T12:19:00.003+08:00

Just finished playing soccer with peeps.

So going to go Macdonalds later,gonna study with secondary school friends in an hours time.

Ahhh ,tomorrow's monday ?Oh no,its schoool again. -.-

hahaha ,but nevermind ,mmust enjoy school ,like that then life will be fine ^^ InsyaAllah~

Okay Im exhausted from soccer earlier just now.

Wanna go rest my soul for awhile before cracking my head studying.

See Ya All around boys and girls!

cfja;efhialeuivhkjahvyga :D

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Brain Dead

2010-05-16T22:59:00.003+08:00

With God,I've lived

School is gonna be keeping me busy for awhile.

With quizes,tutorials and studying to do,

Updating this blog often,will I not.

Even on the weekends ,updating this blog seems like climbing a huge mountain for me.

I've become so lazy.

*shootsmyselfinthehead*

*piang!*

Oh well,What to do,What to do. Right ?Haha -.-

Okay ,I feel so tired.

Tired of everything.

I wanna go rest my head

and let my brain have some peace once in awhile.

AND OMG,TOMORROW SCHOOL .

DANG.

Sleepwell people.

So long.

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Worry-ing overwhelms

2010-05-11T10:04:00.003+08:00

I'm sitting here in the lecture room,

during Engineering Material's lecture.

I am indeed trying my best to sit still,not slack and concentrate.

But somehow in someway,

I just can't totally understand what the module is about.

I just don't get it man.

I try and I try but I still can't do it.

Ohwell ,

I ain't gonna give up on this.

For sure.

School has been great but tiring as the duration of time spent in school is like almost half a day.

So its like Ngee Ann Poly is already like my second home now compared to my lovely home.

I go home just to finish up my homework and sleep,well of course I still have my family right?

They won't go away from my heart no matter what ^^

Okay ,my 15 minutes break is going to end soon.

Lecture's gonna restart.

See ya all later God's Slaves.

Takecare .

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Tired

2010-05-06T16:32:00.003+08:00

Okay first of all ,today is already thursday and it is nearly the end of the third week of school.See how fast time flies when you're in poly?It flies faster than a jet plane -.-

At the beginning,you start bragging about how fast the weekends are,you'll then realise how fast a week of school just passes you by like a bus bailing on you when you're waiting for that bus.

Common tests are in two weeks time and I hope I can be ready for it soon enough.

I'm currently at my school's Makan Place charging my mp3 as the batt alr died.If not ,it would be such a bore being in the train for 1 hour without my music.But luckily i brought my charger,so THANK GOD ^^

And oh,I've been really busy with school so I'll only update whenever I can or whenever I feel like to hor,so apologies if you expect me to update,but I dont. :P

Okay ,I really got to chiow because my lappy's batt gonna be dying on me soon,so before it bails on me,I better get going.

Peace to you all people ! =)

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Oh school

2010-04-30T00:06:00.003+08:00

I've been busy with school and cca trials.

Will update a proper one soon when I'm free.

So long everybody.

Oh no,don't let my thoughts be real.

Let them just be what they are and may everything be okay.Amin

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

2010-04-23T13:25:00.001+08:00

Forgive me

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Ngee Ann Polytechnic-ian

2010-04-23T01:11:00.003+08:00

Old days

I'll update after tomorrow as I'll be free then.

Good night mankind.

and oh,I was so fat the past years.

Look at that pic,so epic sia.

haha . -.-

Till then.

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Oh God

2010-04-18T01:29:00.004+08:00

He was a brilliant singer.
Had the voice that could bring ease to our ears and also to our dearly hearts.
Wonderful songs he had sung.
May you rest in peace ABDILLAH MURAD a.k.a Achik Spin.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatmu Arwah.

Amin Amin.

Ya Rabbal'alamin.

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Time

2010-04-17T03:01:00.003+08:00

I got this from a friend's tumbler.
Read it and learn from it.
InsyaAllah it'll guide us all.

It was early in the morning at four. When death knocked upon a bedroom door. “Who is there?” the sleeping one cried. “I’m Izrael, let me inside.”

At once, the man began to shiver, as one sweating in deadly fever. He shouted to his sleeping wife, “D…on’t let him take away my life.”

“Please go away, O Angel of Death! Leave me alone, I’m not ready yet. My family on me depend, give me a chance, O please prepense!” The Angel knocked again and again, “Friend! I’ll take your life without a pain, It is your soul Allah require, I come not with my own desire.”

Bewildered, the man began to cry, “O Angel! I’m so afraid to die I’ll give you gold and be your slave. Don’t send me to the unlit grave.”

The man held a gun in his right hand, ready to defy the Angel’s stand, “I’ll point my gun, towards your head. You dare come in, I’ll shoot you dead.”

By now, the Angel was in the room, Saying, “O Friend! Prepare for your doom. Foolish man, Angels never die, Put down your gun and do not sigh.”

“Why are you afraid? Tell me, O man, to die according to Allah’s plan? Come, smile at me, do not be grim, be happy to return to Him.”

“O Angel! I bow my head in shame, I had no time to take Allah’s name. From morn till dusk I made my wealth, not even caring for my health.”

“Allah’s commands I never obeyed nor five times a day I ever prayed. A Ramadan came and Ramadan went but no time had I to repent.”

“The Haj was already fard on me But I would not part with my money. All charities I did ignore Taking usury more and more.”

“Sometimes I sipped my favorite wine with flirting women I sat to dine. O Angel! I appeal to you spare my life for a year or two.”

“The Laws of Qur’an I will obey, I’ll begin Salat this very day. My Fast and Haj, I will complete, and keep away from self conceit.”

“I will refrain from usury, and give all my wealth to charity, wine and wenches I will detest, Allah’s oneness I will attest.”

“We Angels do what Allah demands, we cannot go against His commands. Death is ordained for everyone, father, mother, daughter or son.”

“I’m afraid, this moment is your last, now be reminded, of your past. I do understand your fears but it is now too late for tears.”

“You lived in this world, two score and more, Never did you, your people adore. Your parents, you did not obey, hungry beggars, you turned away.”

“Your two ill-gotten, female offsprings, in night-clubs, for livelihood they sing. Instead of making more Muslims, you made your children non-Muslims.”

“You ignored the Mu’athin’s Athaan, nor did you read the Holy Qur’an. Breaking promises all your life, backbiting friends, and causing strife.”

“From hoarded goods, great profits you made, and your poor workers,you underpaid. Horses and cards were your leisure, money-making was your pleasure.”

“You ate vitamins and grew more fat, with the very sick, you never sat. A pint of blood you never gave, which could a little baby save.”

“O human, you have done enough wrong, you bought good properties for a song. When the farmers appealed to you, you did not have mercy, ‘tis true.”

“Paradise for you? I cannot tell, undoubtedly you will dwell in hell. There’s no time for you to repent, I’ll take your soul for which I’m sent.”

The ending, however, is very sad. Eventually the man became mad. With a cry, he jumped out of bed. And suddenly, he fell down dead. O Reader! take a moral from here! You never know, your end may be near. Change your living and make amends, for heaven, on your deeds depends.

Oh Allah,forgive us for our wrong-doings and far us from them.Amin.

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Dan-mun

2010-04-16T01:04:00.003+08:00

Esok esok ,

Tak usah diketuk-ketuk,

si terkutuk.

Tak usah mengamok,

tak usah mengamok.

Esok esok,

sudah berhiruk-pikuk.

Damn,I seriously have nothing in mind to say at the moment.-.-

Erm,

I woke up feeling bored today.

I'm a boring person today.

I did boring things today.

Today was a boring day.

Hahaha ,I LOIKEY !

Syaakir,I know ,you know,people don't know . ^^

Okay ,I'm Off.

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL

2010-04-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

Iz+Alep=CAIRTOTHEMAX

HAHAHAHA.x)

School's going to begin in one weeks time.

Ite has already started ,today.

Time passes by real quick huh?

I hope I'll be fully prepared by then.

Fully prepared for every single thing that will be coming towards my direction.

I don't know why lah I am indeed at the moment not fully prepared for school.

Maybe I've yet to switch my holiday mode to school mode.ahahaha,yes maybe thats the solution to it^^

InsyaAllah.

About having friends over at Np,

I'm not that much worried about making friends because I have already used a simple way to get to know some of my coursemates even before school starts.hehe.

And that way is through FACEBOOK.

Ahahaha.Through that,I've already made friends with some nice people.

So my job now will be much easier because I already have new friends! ^^

To all my secondary friends who are now sent to different schools,study hard for poly,make new friends but never ever forget me hor!

hahaha ;D

okay then,

I'm outta words.

My head's spinning,

I'm falling,

down,

to bed.

hehe *winks*

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

InsyaAllah

2010-04-11T01:42:00.003+08:00

And yes,

Even if we're far away from one self

even if school starts and doesn't give us the time to meet or even the chance to plan for a meet-up,

Deep deep in our hearts,we will always still beat as one.

InsyaAllah,Allah will guide each one of us in our studies.

Amin.

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

How surprising

2010-04-06T02:40:00.004+08:00

Looking through my facebook pictures.

I stopped at one random picture and looked at the picture where I'm smiling.

My face,the things that I wear and my whole appearance.

And I say to myself,"Who am i?Is that really me?Is that faiz?"

"Have I been using this appearance well to this world,to God?".

Now then I understand by how they say that this life of ours is temporary.

I really feel it now.I feel how I'm not really the guy that you guys see.I'm way different from that.

Now I know 'abit' of what love is.

If u were to like/love me,put aside that appearance of mine,close your eyes and reach deep in to my soul;the real me.

If you're attracted to that me,then thats love.

I'll then believe that you really do love me and I'll do the same thing to so that you'll believe my love.

'That'll be love for me,for now'

I glide through the pictures of me and my friends.

Their faces smiling,doing silly faces and doing their unsual poses.

It makes me smile,alot.

Those are the people or as I could say those are the souls that has been there for me since whenever.

They have been there for me as my pillars in life,restraining me from falling down.

Regardless of how long they've been my friends,they are still,friends to me.

From all these,I try to repay them by also being there for all of them whenever they need me.

In any angle,any way,any view,I'll try to be of any help.

With God's willing,I'll make them strong too,with my presence in their lives.

We''ll stay strong no matter what,together.

'Once friends,always friends'

'We ride together,we suffer together'

Once named,you can never remove that term 'friends' away.

Even when hatred between one's frienship intrudes,deep inside,you'll still be friends.

Love in friendship is what you'll need in your journey.

If you haven't found it,pray and search for it.

If you have it already,appreciate it whole-heartedly.

Much love~

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

Given.

2010-04-03T03:21:00.006+08:00

Keeping it deep to myself and only to myself,

I try to put it all behind and not care.
But I guess we as human beings just cannot be strong at all absolute times.
It just pokes me at times when my mind is not occupied with things to think of.
It enters in without hesitation and permission and makes me bleed.
Well,Humans are not perfect by the way.

But oh But,these hurtings makes me stronger.

For the record,Arsenal drawing with barcelona was lucky.
GGMU against Chelsea later on ! =D

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

OhMyGee

2010-04-01T00:25:00.003+08:00

Life's always going to be surprising me with different things.

Those that will make me happy and also sad.

But no matter what,I shouldn't be laying down when or if I fall.

Getting up is not an option as it is a must.

It is a must as my friends and families are there for me,Plus,He is also there.

So I shall accept and see life always from the positive view afterall.

Because there's no use getting sad all the time,

it brings us no-where.

I'll be happy and ask for guidance.

As I know that,

He'll bring me somewhere for sure.

And Oh,I love my long hair.Muahahaha.And it'll be longer as time passes by.hehe.Schools's going to start in two weeks plusplus time.I so can't wait and at the same time so nervous for no particular reason.haha -.- So,Man utd lose 2-1 to Bayern Munich but its okay,we've got our away goal,so it will be great beating the hell of BM in Old Trafford. =D

And for the record,Arsenal's going to get trash against Barcelona later on,trust me on this.

If the results are the opposite of my words said,then that'll impress me.

Well,I'm tired of typing.see,lazy me.x)haha.

so I'll go now then.

Tata everybody.

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all

NO NO

2010-03-30T22:35:00.004+08:00

One day,

I'll have a picture of me & you taken just like that.

We will be on top of the world.

I won't promise you a thousand things because

I'll just be breaking them.

So I'll just ask you to

have faith in me and let me have hold of your heart.

For I'll then prove to you that two hearts can indeed beat in one body.

Together,

We'll do the undo-able.

-Muhammad Faiz-

The Sacrifises.

2010-03-26T00:54:00.004+08:00

Okay so this is my video of Memang Khilafku cover for Aca.And thanks Aca for sending me those videos!So enjoy okay,comment if nice,if it's not nice,then don't.hahahaha . :P Anyway,will be slacking again 2omorrow,so I can't wait.hehe.Anyway,enjoy the song again.

& Dammit,Chelsea won.Screw them.But ohwell,WE ARE STILL THE LEADING TEAM IN BPL ,GGMU :D

May God forgive me of all my sins

May peace be upon you all.

God is My Love.

2010-03-25T02:03:00.004+08:00

This day today was well spent with friends.

When the rain was pouring endlessly on the ground floor ,

We slacked,joked&fooled around,sang,sang together ,took videos of our singing,took pictures and did what we usually will do.

Well,we had fun .And fun with the super capital 'f' at the front of it

Almost everyone was there,I think ?hahaha .It seemed like but ohwell .

All the videos are with Aca so I don't have any at the mean time.

But I think She'll be uploading them at facebook soon .So if you guys wanna watch ,just wait for her to upload then .[;

And to Aca ,tag tau kalau da upload ! ;D

Went home at around 9 with Alep & Haikal.

Currently now I'm having dilemma on whether I should go to sleep or watch and hope for Chelsea's failure upon facing Portsmouth later probably at around 0330hours.

Hmm,maybe I should just go to sleep and have faith in Portsmouth in at least having a draw as the final result so that Man Utd can be way up ahead in the BPL *Looksup&pray*:D

I'll go put my 'like' badak-sized body to sleep now.hahaha ;)

Goodnight peepos!

May God forgive me for all my sins

May peace be upon you all.

It'll be a year soon .

2010-03-23T22:58:00.004+08:00

We all put up a puppet to depict our strong selfs to the world,

not showing our inner feelings or inner self.

We stay strong for the sake of others that we care ,

and also for the sake of ourselves.

No,we can't be strong alone .

Thats why we have our friends and families ,

that'll stay by our side to keep us going on and on in life .

Tears are kept so that not even the human eye can see .

They are kept at times for so long that sometimes ,we breakdown in all of a sudden at a certain point of time .

Well ,just cry and let it all out if you want to .

Drown your face with your own tears .

Because you are actually letting the weaker of the stronger tears out .

So after crying your heart out ,

You'll be stronger than before .

(Faiz)

My days has been fine.Nothing special really,so thats why I haven't been updating because I have nothing to update,understand me here?haha.Well,tomorrow will be my slacking day and also a day to put all the worries&stress away.Hmm,I'm tired at the moment.I'll be off then.Till then people,Take care.If you don't take it,you'll regret.hah,see,my jokes are super lame sia,well wtheck,goodnight to all!(;

I bow down letting you win.

2010-03-20T00:23:00.002+08:00

I have been kinda lazy to update this blog the past few days.I don't know why myself,so don't waste your time asking me.I think i've been too busy watching naruto and that makes me lazy.haha.so blame naruto and not me.x) Well,not much happened during the days that my blog was silent.Played soccer and slacked with wonderful friends of mine.Thats all.Boring right?Of course its boring because you are just reading what I have just typed down about me doing that and this while I went through all the fun.

Hmm,I'm tired and I've nothing else in my mind to type down today.

So I shall make my move now.

But oh wait,I have one thing to say and I want you people to read and understand this.

I talked to Zakiyah about this and I told her this ,"I don't understand the term of moving on because yes, human beings can stay strong and make it look as if they are absolutely fine on the outside but they can never throw away the feelings that they have had for that someone unless greater feelings are formed and the feelings overcomes the previous feelings."

Thats it,

Takecare and May peace be upon you.

Past and Present

2010-03-15T23:55:00.004+08:00

Searching to no avail

Staring into space when I'm all alone,
stacking a thousand of hopes in me.
Can't afford for me to forget though it's lost.
Because all these while I've been wanting you to be by my side,
Always.

Not arrogant,just better.

2010-03-15T00:58:00.004+08:00

I'm dying here,

Its clear to see.

There ain't no you,

God knows that there ain't no me.

Nobody knows it but me.

A tiring and body aching time spent at Pulau Ubin with the peeps was great because we had so much fun.The time set to meet was delayed due to the usual reasons.Some of them came late.Ahaha.Janji melayu mah,maner boleh beza kan dari janji-janji orang bangsa lain?kite sahaje lah yang satu. :D So the o930 or 1000hours meeting was lifted till 1130hours.I think?I'm sorry but I'll try to remember what happened earlier today aye.I'm too tired,so do excuse mua okay.=P

Before proceeding to Ubin,we bought all the stuffs needed for our usage over there.As for example,bottles of water were bought.As you peopl don't know,we people have large tanks in us and I mean real large.So yeah,hehe.As we knew it,we were already in the boat heading towards Ubin.The journey there was not as exciting as I would have thought of because I thought that it would be windy and there would be water splashing at us but there wasn't.We recieved the opposite instead;hot and not much wind.Reached in awhile and headed straight to the toilets.Changed into our cycling attires and went to chose our bikes for rent.I think we cycled the whole Pulau Ubin.Of course lah not totally every cm of it right?But most of it we did cycle.Went through harsh and challenging hills but at the same time we enjoyed the wonderful slopes.heheh.We had alot and I really mean alot of so called pit-stops for ourselves to take a break and replenish our dehydrated body.hahaha,weak right?NOT. -.- We actually cycled for around 3 hours or so?yeaah,the shape of the bicycle seats were at our butts and that could show how painful it was cycling for 3 hours or were the seats of those bicycle were of not good quality?Well,Idon'tcare because now my butt hurts and I can't do anything but to bear with it.how sad :(

We then went back to our home-land and reached @ around 1615 hours.
Headed straight to changi beach and did nothing except for resting and singing.Some of them had the thought to swim but becuase of them being too tired,that took control of their minds.So nobody swam.Soon,all of us went to clean ourselves up and the rest headed to eat while I went home because I was going to meet Yan and all at whitesands.I went home asap,bathed and went back out in a flash.It was tiring man having the need to rush my bath and all.hahaha,but nevermind,for the sake of friends,I will(= Slacked with them till around 2120hours and everybody went home.Reached home just in time to watch Man Utd beat fulham in the score of 3-0.As I've put down in my msn's pm and fb's status,We,Manchester United FC are not arrogant,we are just better!

So that sums up my day,I'm glad that I filled up my whole time of today in a good way.So today I'll sleep with my mouth smiling wide,but then till I am fully asleep lah.The smile will then go away.Muahahaha,Good night and So long people.

And I didn't pray/didn't have time for most of the prayer times.Sheesh.Forgive me God. =/

May peace be upon you all.

Your name in my breath.

2010-03-12T01:29:00.004+08:00

Beautiful isn't it?

This is nothing compared to you.

Only God knows how beautiful you are.

No such word exists to explain to you how my heart feels looking at you.

Forgive for the misconception for I myself can't

understand what my heart's trying to say.

All humans say,we don't understand love or what love is am I right?

Well,I guess that's the conclusion.

My heart was trying to speak to yours in the language of Love.

Forgive it.

Well,I went out earlier today.I'm exhausted because I was out the whole day and at the same time,I slept for just an estimated of 3 hours the night before.It was because I watched my Man Utd utterly beat the hell out of Ac Milan.*EvilLaughs*hahahaha.So skipping my sleeping hours for that was not of any regrets at all.

About the outing,I'll not elaborate it now for I am too tired to.I'll do it another time I guess.

I want to sleep now.

I'm tired and sleepy,veryvery sleepy.*Bohooo*hehe.

A very good night to you I wish and may God be with you.

Takecare all.

Ku mengucapkan selamat malam lalu dengan memberi salam,"Assalamualaikum"

(;

Acceptancy.

2010-03-10T01:22:00.005+08:00

People enjoy their lifes and party too much,

till they forget where or who they are.

They do this and that,

but do they ever think what they are doing is right?

I do agree,humans are not perfect.

Thats why when we make one simple mistake,

We should take it as our reason to change ourselves.

To change us into better humans in this world not only to other humans.

We shouldn't be carrying on our mistakes and letting it happen again & again

just for the sake of enjoying.

Wake up and see who's looking down on us from the Heavens above.

InsyaAllah you will,InsyaAllah.

I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place.

For the rest of my life.

2010-03-09T01:54:00.007+08:00

~Don't be my judge~

Approximately 5 minutes ago ,I just ate a bread with a content of milo on the inside.wow.See,hunger can make you go crazy and even make me eat what I just ate just now.hahaha.Nvm lah,it'll be considered as a unique thing to do okay because its rare to see people eat bread with milo.Or do you people do that?hahahaha.Wth.Okay lets move on to today.What day is today again?Oh ya,Monday -.- .So when the sun rose up and didn't shine through my sun-proof house,most students in Singapore were waking up and preparing their minds for school while I Faiz,layed there on my bed like a pig and slept till 1140hours.OinkOink!hahahaa.And let me emphasize on this,I said LIKE only okay.I'm still human people.(: Woke up and realised that I was Home-Alone.The feeling after waking up is so 'stupidish' man.hahahhaa.Its like you wake up and you feel so blur,furthermore noticing that nobody's at home.Tell me,who wakes up smiling all of a sudden and feeling so happy?If there is anyone in the world,feel free to inform me about it okay.Thanks!ahaha.Okay I feel so wierd right now typing here because its like to me,the words that I wrote at the beginning are smaller than what I'm typing right now.Is it?Or am I having the night problem?It's like you as human need plenty of rest,so if you stay till late night don't have enough rest,wierd things will/can happen.As for example,you'll say words wrongly and it'll seem so funny to you and the people around you.ahahahaha.Ohwell,forget it.Basically I didn't go out today and that was sort of the climax of the day but having the laptop in the house makes it more interesting because I get to go online to chat and also get to surf the net.So,the laptop saved my life in a way.Phew. -.- And earlier just now at around 2000hours,I felt so weak and sleepy out of nowhere & I slept without the intention to for an hour or so.Very random sia my body.Haiyaa,long time nvr eat the tiger biscuits I guess.hahaha.Tiger biscuits are nice aren't they?Tasty snacks!yumyum.*looksattummy* Aiyooo Iz,your tummy like those apeks sitting at the voiddecks leh.*Shakeshead*haish,so what if I have a big tummy right?Like people always say,its the content of the inside that matters. =D

I think I'll be going shopping soon because I'll be needing alot of things to wear when poly starts.hehe.T-shirts,long pants and shoes are in my wanted list!haha.So who wants to go out and shop with me one day?My treat-NOT!muahaha.

Okay then,my dear eyes are pushing and telling me to go and sleep.

So,I guess I'll oblige to their wants and go off now.

Good Night and See ya poops !

Remember me when you can,

because I'll be gone soon enough without you knowing.

So farewell

Takecare

Irony

2010-03-07T22:21:00.005+08:00

ANNNNNDDDDDD YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
I'm back from the world of psp.hahahha.At last my dearest mom bought for my siblings a laptop for Home-Usage.Yipppey !Another thing that makes me smile wider is that mommy is going to buy me my own lappy for Poly-Usage.Isn't that wonderful?aww i love my mother laah.haha.March has arrived and April which is the official month that school will start is in a months time.I feel nervous to enroll myself back into school and IDON'TKNOWTHEREASONWHY.But at the same time I feel excited too.heh.Learning new things and the journey ahead of me will be sort of a new chapter in life.Many new things may happen and I'll prepare myself for the good and the worse.InsyaAllah(with God's willing),things will go smoothly in school and vice-versa.

I feel like changing this kind-of dead blogskin of mine because I've been using it for quite some time and it seems boring to me alreadyWhat do you guys think ?Agree with me right >So,looking as it is now,I think I'll change my blogskin soon and I said SOON okay.I'll change it and make it so more Attractive to the human eye^^,I promise-not.hehe. :D

Okay,so I went out with my peeps earlier the day before.Actually that plan didn't turn out like how we planned it to be because fate changed everything.This happened and that also happened but nevermind,we made it quite a happening day for ourselves.So there were no regrets.&& I got my sony walkman MP3 player that I've been wanting for ages on that very day!Alhamdullilah~After that we walked around to I-DON'T-KNOW-WHERE-LAND.Our final destination before carrying our butts off to home sweet home was at explanade's rooftop.Did this and did that and we all took a slight moment to take a group photo of us before making our departure from there.Overall I had fun,and that mattered the most.Reached home at around 1115hours and did something which I forgot.HAHAHA,Paisey laaah.I have a super-duper Stm okay.muahahaa.SOLLI LOOR and soon after that I waited till game started,and as usual,Glory Glory Man Utd Boys & Girls!Bohooo to other club supporters. :D

Nothing much happened today.A six letter word b-o-r-i-n-g shall explain it all.Seriously,imagine your life being in black&white and in a soundless surrounding.Pathetic right?Unless your life is like those funny and at the same time entertaining old-school movies in black&white and mute.With a boring day,I'll end this part with the same ending.That's BORING.

The end =-DD

As I noticed the clouds past by slowly in the beautiful sky,I said to myself,"What a sight." and I smiled to my alone-self.My friend came up to me and asked,"Dude,how beautiful is that girl that you love?".I replied this,"Look up to the skies,see the view and you tell me".He then smiled widely looking at me.I turned away not facing him,a tear rolled down my cheek and I whispered softly in my heart,"I miss you,girl".

Miss and move on.

2010-02-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

LIFE HAS BEEN AS USUAL ADDING ABIT OF BORING-NESS AND THAT BORING PART IS ABOUT ME SURFING THE NET USING A PSP.I SWEAR,IT'S SO BORING OI.BOLE MATI LOR,HAHA.I THINK I`LL UPDATE OFTEN ONLY WHEN I GET MY NEW LAPTOP FOR POLY'S USAGE SOON. ^^

MY DAYS ARE SPENT EATING,SLEEPING,SLACKING,PLAYING+WATCHING SOCCER AND GOING OUT WHENEVER I WANT :D FUN RYTE?I KNOW.HAHAHA,BLUEK :P

OKLA,I WANT SLEEP NW.TATA,GOOTNITE :D

~Padamu ku ucapkan secebis hati~

Inevitable

2010-02-07T02:53:00.000+08:00

I'LL MAKE YOU THINK THAT I HAVE MISSED YOU .
I'LL TRY TO ACT AS IF I NEED YOU .
I'LL MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I'M SUFFERING WITHOUT YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE .
I'LL PROVE TO YOU THAT WHAT IM GOING THROUGH WITHOUT YOU ISN'T FAKE .
IT'LL ALL LOOK SO BELIEVING .
& LASTLY I'LL MAKE YOU TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU .

HAHA OK ,I WAS BORE D AS EVER.THAT WAS THE SOURCE TO THAT CRAP THAT I JUST WROTE . -.-
AND OH ,SINCE MAN UTD JUST WON EARLIER ,SO ,GO ARSENAL FOR NW !HAHAHA ! ^^

I LOVE MY NP PEOPLE ^^

2010-01-29T18:16:00.001+08:00

YEA I'VE BEEN POSTED TO NP'S MECHANICAL ENGINEERING.YAY !MY FIRST CHOICE WAS AT SP AND I AM ABIT SAD GETTING NP BECAUSE IT IS SO FAR AND IT WOULD BE SO COMPLICATED GETTING THERE ,BUT THEN I GOT TO KNOW THAT THERE'S A SHUTTLE BUS FROM TAMP INTER .SO ,PHEW !HAHA :P

IM EXCITED FOR NP & I CANT WAIT TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS .& CHILL BCUS I WONT LET GO OF THE OLD ONES K ^^

You appear in my Dreams but disappear in my Reality <3

The first and the last.

2010-01-25T03:51:00.000+08:00

In Love,
Be like a beating heart because it never leaves the body it is in.
Trust like how the moon and the sun when they only meet during an eclipse.
Care like how a mummy eagle cares for its babies.
Appreciate like how people in poor countries appreciate whatever they have.

& Lastly ,
Love like how God Himself loves His human beings.<3

The Next Chapter.

2010-01-23T13:23:00.000+08:00

It's hard when some friend of yours whom you see all these while as ur sister/brother starts liking you.
You at the beginning starting with an intention of staying with that status till the end then feels stuck knowing the news.
With no hopes of building a rs with that person,you'll start accusing yourself of being so cruel to have in a way throwed their hopes away.
And that irony of you accusing yourself will be pasted in your heart forever.
You suffer everyday deep down with guilt.
So long gentlemen.

A Boy And That Girl.

2010-01-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

Seeing her online,it puts up a smile on his face.
When he recieves a message from her,excitement takes over him.
Talking with her on the phone,he tries to make her laugh at all times.
Watching her from a distance,he wishes that she was by his side,holding hands with him.
Before shutting his eyes to sleep everyday,he thinks of how wonderful that girl is and sleeps with a one-of-a kind smile attached to his face.
Dreaming of being in a unimaginable close state with her,he wakes up facing reality with tears.

Look ahead and not down

2010-01-21T05:41:00.000+08:00

As I sit and stare at this soundless room that surrounds my weak-self,
I revise my past journey in this thought-to-be meaningless life and think to myself,"What have I learned?What should I have learned?"
A lonely tear then starts rolling down my right cheek followed by another at the other side.
I've gone through quite alot and know that I've improved at most areas as a human being but one thing yet pulls me down.
I've yet to know the meaning and the feeling of True Love.
Starting on that journey,
I ask .

Don't Hate But Love

2010-01-18T18:08:00.000+08:00

WE ARE ONLY GIVEN TODAY AND NOT PROMISED TOMORROW.
SO,BE SURE TO TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

KITA HANYA DIBERIKAN HARI INI DAN TIDAK DIJANJIKAN HARI KEESOKANNYA.
DENGAN ITU,LUAHKANLAH PERASAAN TERPENDAM KAMI TERHADAP ORANG YANG KAMI CINTAI SEBELUM TERLAMBAT.

ILOVEYOU UNKNOWN.

Dont hope but believe instead.

2010-01-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

Im lazy to update but this boredome somehow got my hands into updating.Notty boredome :(
Firstly,about my results,I got 21.Im nt that satisfied with it but instead,Im goddamn grateful for it.heh.Im just glad that I cn at least go to poly after months of failing:D
and there was once a taghater who said that my kind of guy would go to ITE but what now?I passed my Os and thats an "inurface" to u.
and yes Im proud of myself(:
Now Im bored after watching soccer.& of course manutd won.yippy :-D
igolalalandnow,(:

Give me

2010-01-09T23:02:00.006+08:00

That was taken on the day I went out with friends to Singapore Poly ,I think ? haha . :D

I'm now at zul's house.Yes I'm using his lappy and it feels great to be using a laptop after all these while updating using a damn psp.Heh.

I'm going off soon bcus he's gonna be going to play his cars with his friends near his house here and I'll be heading home as Im going to watch my team playing against Birmingham later on at 1+ .GLORY GLORY MAN UTD OKEH ! =-DDD

To those who have sat for the O levels,all the best to you all this monday alright ?

Bring up that confidence and throw away the worries away okay.

Even if any of us doesn't pass or is not able to go to poly,there's always ITE and I'm talking for real.

As my lovely cousing said,"Education is everywhere".

One of my friend ,zul,also said,"Success is what we should aim for. for some it's near while others it's far. no matter what, it's at the other end waiting for us. so dont ever give up and persevere until you reach SUCCESS."
So yeah,you can be sad for a day or two but after that,bring your ass right back up and continue either your new or halfway journey to success.

Don't ever give up because those who do better now doesn't mean that they'll be a more successful person in life.

Honestly,I would not even want to be too rich when I grow up because in my eyes,money takes over those people who are weak.They turn those people into people with no hearts.Trust me.

Sometimes I'd rather respect a person who's poor but has a big heart.

And so,pray hard so that the best would happen alright guys.

I'm off now.

Cheers Sir and Madam.

You trust me don't you?

I believe you do but..

Would you trust me when I say that ,

I like you ?

not yet love but just a like from the heart..

That would eventually turn into love.

Yours truly,

Faiz.

To Him I seek ,always.

2010-01-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

This 11th,this monday,
It will be my day.
I shouldnt be afraid about my results as Ive already tried and Im confident about it.
But Im afraid,Im scared,Im nervous and this particular feeling I cannot describe fully.
The results will either be like me getting to see my guardian angel or my soul being taken away by an angel.
Hoping for a positive result,I close my eyes,tears roll down and I pray in silence saying,
"Oh god,please lead me the way".
If I was an eagle soaring high,I would want you to be the sky.

Be like it.

2010-01-04T11:32:00.000+08:00

IF YOU'RE GONNA BE THERE ,THEN BE THERE.
IF YOU'RE GONNA STAY,THEN STAY.

Be like the sun,
it rises and it sets but I wont worry because it'll come rising back the very next morning.
;)

Once upon a time

2010-01-04T00:40:00.000+08:00

Ku menanam impian.
Tumbuhnya kegagalan.
Tidakku sangka kau kan curang.
Meninggalkan ku keseorangan di tengah perjalanan kita.
Genggaman tanganmu dilepaskan.
Engkau lintas pergi tanpa menoleh sekali pun ke paras wajah.
Aku tersentak dalam dirikanku .
Hiba ku rasa kerna apabila airmata pahit yang mengalir ke dagu,
tiada engkau di sana untuk menghalangnya dari jatuh ke bumi.
Kini aku berdoa disamping airmataku setiap hari,
Agar engkau bahagia selalu.
Dihiraukan kebahagiaanku kerna ku pasti suatu hari nanti ..

HOW I WISH YOU COULD.

2010-01-02T00:09:00.002+08:00

Your voice linger by my ears.
Your shadow haunts me.
You disrupt my peaceful sleep.
Ilikeyouyoulikeme.

........................

I wish I could fly.
I wish to be rich.
I wish Im clever.
I wish Im nice.
I wish I had smooth hair.
I wish that Im strong.
I wish that Im muscular.
I wish that Im handsome.
I wish that Im hot.
I wish to rewind time and undo all my sins.
I could wish for even a million things in life but for now....
I just wish that you could understand my heart ,thats all.

lotsofcare,
IZ

True love is felt by people owning pure hearts.

2009-12-28T16:27:00.001+08:00

At e mean time,im nt working today which means that it'll be a fcuking boring day that awaits my presence .How much worser cn e beginning of a bloody week be ? :( but whateheck ,i better think of things to enroll myself in so that this frown here ~> :( can be changed to this smile right here ~> :D .Haha .Hmm ,iz's going away nw .This blog will be written if my heart pumps out enough blood to write it with .See ya i guess?Till e day next day and that my heart is still beating,till then we'll meet.Muchlove.

True love is felt by people owning pure hearts.

2009-12-28T16:01:00.000+08:00

Like what i did say on e previous post ,updating here using psp has limits .It cant be too long .haha .By that ill continue on a new post whenever ive reached e limit .haha. So ,if there're any exciting places to go during countdown ,do recommend me k ? ;D Work has been fine for me.Life at e other hand has been treating me as usual,with its ups n downs.Only god knows how it has been for me.My top priority for nw is Countdown and then itll be my results which ill be so damn nervous to be taking back ¤hopes¤

True love is felt by people owning pure hearts.

2009-12-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

ohmygod,i didnt realise that my blog could be updated through my psp.What a fool i am indeed. -.- !haha.If i knew this from e beginning,i would have been updating.Haish ,well i cant turn back time can i? And it's kind of tiring keeping up with this 'psp-typing' .haiya .But ohwell ,i get to update my abundant blog e least .Haha .So So ,new year's arriving and so are e O lvl results .I so-the-cant wait for countdown! And ive yet to find myself a place to go .Suggestions anyone?(: Dang,updatingherehaslimits!

Try improving urself before you want to improve others.

2009-12-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

As these past few days go by,

the clock ticking past the numbers on the clock,

I lost a part of myself and It did not feel good,trust me.

I was different back then.

Its like I'm a whole new person that some woman has just given birth to.

And the following day came and it stayed for along time but then the next day after the following day came to me and made the other day jealous.

Suddenly something mysterious happened.

........................

Want to know what exactly happened?

Catch the following episode of Izzy(Me) and his craps ~!

=-D

HAHAHAHHA.

Nola,nothing bad happened to me except that I fell really sick.

I was down with fever,Bohoooo *sobs sobs*

I think I got the sickness from my little sis.She fell sick first and then me.Haiyaaa.

The one thing that I couldn't believe was that my temperature reached 39.4 degress sia. -.-

I have been sick for the past two days.I think ?

Turning to the right and left hoping deep inside that my lovely eyes would fall into its sleeping mode.

It is hard to sleep eh when you are sick.

And I realised one thing,

when you are sick,directly when you wake up the day after and you are currently still sick,It freaking doesn't feel nice.

Like seriously my friend,It feels horrible like ffcuk.Haha.

but ohwell,I can't do anything but pray hard so that I'll get well soon.

ANDANDAND ,

I have now found a job for me ~! WOhoWOhoWOho .

hahaha.

I'll start working this monday and I'm working at Expo there.Packing things maybe ?

Well,Its okay for me because my pocket won't be empty. ^^ hehe.

So from next week onwards,I'll be free only on the weekends. okay ? ;]

Okay then,Zul and Najib is here with me at downtown and they are asking me to hurry up because they want to go somewhere else.

Again I repeat,I'll update whenever I get the chance to alright all the single ladies,all the single ladies.

Yea,hear that attached ladies.

I like only single ladies.

hahahaa .

To my friends,

My prepaid's low so if there's anything,just msg me and I'll call you guys back aye.

;)

Peace no war aliens~

Menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu

2009-12-04T17:21:00.004+08:00

I thought of edditing a picture and putting it up here but im lazy to take out my memory card and put it to zul's memo. reader and then put it in the laptop.See,its so leceh right ?Typing it to let you guys know about it is already very the leceh.haiyaa.But ohwell,

Here I am again at zul's house,again using his laptop to update my filthy blog.haha.

Well,isn't it still my blog?so yea.

I'm so bored right now listening to songs while Zul and Najib are doing their own things.

My days has been so mundane and dull.

Why must some of our days be so dull huh?

Why can't it just be full of colours just like the rainbows that we usually see after the rain stops ?

Don't ask me why because I myself don't know the answers to those questions.Ask Him.*looks up*

I'm going out tomorrow with my friends.Want to follow anybody ?

Like people always say,The more the merrier right ?haha.

So if any of you want to join us,beep me alright ?[;

I don't know of any plans for my night tonight.hmm,does that even make sense?*shakes head* haha .Can someone be my planner for my days?hahaha,my plans are all so crappy. *sheesh*

JOBS JOBS JOBS.

What about them ?

Everybody is working and I'm left alone here without a single hope of getting a job,i think?haha,but nvm,I'll pray hard so that I'll get a good job soon.Insyallah.

See,I'm being so positive and to those people who are being so negative about their lives,don't be alright.Just be confident about the things you want to do in life,pray hard and I assure that everything will be fine.Trust me.

hmm,Im running out of words now.

I'll go to the words shop and buy them soon enough when I have the money to.

And then I'll update again.haha.

See yaaaa people and lilfe forms !

(-;

Moment of truth

2009-11-24T18:28:00.005+08:00

Comments on the picture above anybody ? ;D

Life has the ups and it has the downs.

When we people go throught the ups,we'll feel like God has blessed us but when we go through the otherwise,we'll feel like God has cheated us.

But no,don't ever think that way because God makes everything happens for at least one simple reason.

Yea it may cause you to lose someone close to you and it may take alot out of you but one day you'll realise deep inside that all that happened for a good reason.

Don't ask yourself why but instead,pray hard to Him and He'll give you the answers.

Well,I didn't know the exact words to be used just now and suddenly I decided to type down what i was feeling.Haha.

I'm at zul's again and we're going to downtown later to slack with yan and najib.

Wanna join us anyone ?hahaha. =P

If ever anyone wants to go out,ask me along aye because I'll be bored at home for the upcoming days and I'm sure to be free to go out.

Muahaha.

I'll be off now.

Adios my amigos.

(;

Will be back soon enough.

2009-11-23T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,im back.wohaaaaaa~ =D

I've been bored to death at home for the past weeks without my laptop running at its top flight.

My lappy is down for now and i hope for it to be repaired soon enough.*high hopes*

I'm now at zul's crib using his laptop for the moment to go online.haha. =D

Okay lets speak of life.Well,hmm,O's was a scare and doing it made me feel like I was a coward.

But eventually,I did go through it with much confidence up me.*Alhamdullilah*

As the days past by,I pray hard to Him everyday for the best results in my Os.

I've highlighted my hair and it looks great?At least from my point of view la.hahaha. ;D

Im lost at words for now.

My mind is at blank and I don't know whatelse I should say here.

Alright then,I'll be going now.

and to those who has been asking me to update my blog,now I've updated,happy ?hahha.

I'll continue to update once my dear lappy has woken up from its coma. ;P

So,till then people.

Takecare.

From wasn't,

Till was,

And will still.

I will still be there for you no matter what.

(;

Sorry.

2009-07-19T14:19:00.004+08:00

All of you noticed that I have been busy.
Yes,I have been busy and I will be more busy as Os are near.
I will be working much harder than befoore for Os.
Just watch me.
Apologies for not updating often or at all alright.
Don't worry , I'll be back better than ever after 11th of November. ;D
Thanks for all your understanding.
Takcare people and study hard okay!
Faiz out,Iz out,Aiz out!
:)

Oh the great one.

2009-07-07T23:04:00.005+08:00

This day was O levels Mt Orals.

I was the third person going to take the orals today.

My heart was beating real fast as if I just finished jogging a 2.4km routine and it was kinda funny because I was just waiting for my turn to sit for the oral and not running.

When it was my turn, I went up to the examinors and did my thing.

I was so nervous that I could feel myself shivering as if I was in the north pole naked without clothing or even my own skin.

I didn't know how good or how bad I did,but the only thing I know is that I gave it all my best and that doesn't make me regret anything because I had already tried my best.[:

Now,whats left is just to concentrate on the other subjects and do my very best.

& with that,I hope that the results that are sent to me next year would make me joyful.

So,I'll end this post this post by saying this to everybody,

whatever it is,let it be the craziest or even the fcuking hardest obstacles that may come in your lifes,you should just go through it with full of patience and give it all your best and I'm sure the results would be positive.

Takecare dear friends .(=

Study .

2009-07-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

I have been busy with school,homeworks and also studying.

I admit that I am tired but neh, this won't make me give up.

I am still going to presevere to get what I wanna achieve for Os.

I'm posting here and that doesn't mean that I'm updating because I'm free.

I'm updating to let you guys know that I won't be updating that much from now on till whenever okay ?

I'll just update when the condition really calls for it .

So I apologise at this particular moment to those of you who reads my blog and you feel that it's so dull. I'm sorry alright? (:

See you fools right round right round right round!

Muahahahaha!

Well,I do talk crap at certain times, so? I'm Iz Esai and if there's anybody who has a problem with me , do call 999 and my fellow brothers would be kind enough to settle it for me.

Takecare Semue Orang-Orang.